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5.31.2011

Mema strikes again....

Her quotes are frequently noteworthy...

Setting: Memorial day fish fry at my Aunt's house.
Mema is cutting the grouper they caught in the gulf.
I'm washing vegetables in the sink next to her...

She turns to me holding a knife in hand and says in all seriousness...

"Cody, quick. Hand me the Cadaver!"

...a statement to which I had no reply, but only a concerned guise to offer.

cadaver |kəˈdavər|
n. a dead human body.

Dream a little dream...

In my dreams I would...
Live in Tennessee,
and praise Jesus in open fields...
In my free time, I would relax...
and read as many books as I could get my hands on...
I would take pictures of everything I see,

drink as much coffee as I want,
and play in the snow.
I would learn how to sew...so that I could make my family, friends, and myself some pretty awesome garb. For cheaps!
I would collect flowers in a box....



and put them in my hair.

I would eat Sushi,
and go stargazing on a hill with some Godly hunk...
I would travel the world...
and frequent the City.
I would learn how to bake for my family and friends...
and plant a garden that grows enough veggies for the whole neighborhood to share.
The Lord has plans for the ones He loves that are far greater than we could even come up with. He'll finish the work He started in us and see us through to completion.

Doesn't hurt to dream though... :)

Love,

Cody

5.26.2011

Announcement!

I cannot tell you how thrilled I am to tell you that I am going to be an aunt again....TIMES TWO!
Both my sister and sister in-law are pregnant at the same time and I cannot be more thrilled. These are some good, good times.

In honor of having two little ones on the way, I decided to put some pictures of cool kids up for this post.

My dream is to have a big family, amazing husband, kids of all colors, loving Jesus, doing His work.

Awesome Scarf. He just needs that shirt to say NYC, not LA!

This kid is just cute. Love the fitted and Polo.

If my children are anything like me, this will be a daily activity. I bet she's reading C.S. Lewis.

I love his toboggan and pouty face!

If this were to be my child, I would cry with joy. Glasses + Hair. Amazing.


CUTEEEE!

One. Day.

All pictures Via

Love,

Cody

5.25.2011

Screwtape Letter #8


Please take the time to read this. It is more than worth your time, especially if you are a Christian.
 [Preface: Wormwood is a demon of sorts who works on earth to draw his assigned human patient back to his Master (the Devil). Screwtape is Wormwood's uncle and serves to guide, direct, and exhort Wormwood through letters sent from below (Hell). Wormwood is furiously trying to take his patient out of the grips of the Enemy's (God's) hand. This is one of many letters sent from Screwtape to offer advice on how best to work with his Christian patient.]
My dear Wormwood,
So you 'have great hopes that the patient's religious phase is dying away', have you? I always thought the Training College had gone to pieces since they put old Slubgob at the head of it, and now I am sure. Has no one every told you about the law of Undulation?
   Humans are amphibians-- half spirit and half animal. (The Enemy's determination to produce such a revolting hybrid was one of the things that determined Our Father to withdraw his support from Him.) As spirits they belong to the eternal world, but as animals they inhabit time. This means that while their spirit can be directed to an eternal object, their bodies, passions, and imaginations are in continual change, for as to be in time means to change. Their nearest approach to constancy, therefore, is undulation-- the repeated return to a level from which they repeatedly fall back, a series of troughs and peaks. If you had watched your patient carefully you would have seen this undulation in every department of his life-- his interest in his work, his affection for his friends, his physical appetites, all go up and down. As long as he lives on earth periods of emotional and bodily richness and liveliness will alternate with periods of numbness and poverty. The dryness and dullness through which your patient is now going are not, as you fondly suppose, your workmanship; they are merely a natural phenomenon which will do us no good unless you make a good use of it.
   To decide what the best use of it is, you must ask what use the Enemy wants to make of it, and then do the opposite. Now it may surprise you to learn that in His efforts to get permanent possession of a soul, He relies on the troughs even more than on the peaks; some of His special favourites have gone through longer and deeper troughs than anyone else. The reason is this. To us a human is primarily food; our aim is the absorption of its will into ours, the increase of our own area of selfhood at its expense. But the obedience which the Enemy demands of men is quite a different thing. One must face the fact that all the talk about His love for men, and His service being perfect freedom, is not (as one would gladly believe) mere propaganda, but an appalling truth. He really does want to fill the universe with a lot of loathsome little replicas of Himself-- creatures whose life, on its miniature scale, will be qualitatively like His own, not because he has absorbed them but because their wills freely conform to His. We want cattle who can finally become food; He wants servants who can finally become sons. We want to suck in,, He wants to give out. We are empty and would be filled; He is full and flows over. Our war aim is a world in which Our Father Below has drawn all other beings into himself: the Enemy wants a world full of beings united to Him but still distinct.
   And that is where the troughs come in. You must have often wondered why the Enemy does not make more use of His power to be sensibly present to human souls in any degree He chooses and at any moment. But you now see that the Irresistible and the Indisputable are the two weapons which the very nature of His scheme forbids Him to use. Merely to override a human will (as His felt presence in any but the faintest and most mitigated degree would certainly do) would be for Him useless. He cannot ravish. He can only woo. For His ignoble idea is to eat the cake and have it; the creatures are to be one with Him, but yet themselves; merely to cancel them, or assimilate them, will not serve. He is prepared to do a little overriding at the beginning. He will set them off with communications of His presence which, though faint, seem great to them, with emotional sweetness, and easy conquest over temptation. Sooner or later He withdraws, if not in fact, at least from their conscious experience, all those supports and incentives. He leaves the creature to stand up on its own legs-- to carry out from the will alone duties which have lost all relish. It is during such trough periods, much more than during the peak periods, that it is growing into the sort of creature He wants it to be. Hence the prayers offered in the state of dryness are those which please Him best. We can drag our patients along by continual tempting, because we design them only for the table, and the more their will is interfered with the better. He cannot 'tempt' to virtual as we do to vice. He wants them to learn to walk and must therefore take away His hand; and if only the will to walk is really there He is pleased even with their stumbles. Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys.
   But of course the troughs afford opportunities to our side also. Next week I will give you some hints on how to exploit them,
Your affectionate uncle,

Screwtape


5.21.2011

El Jardín

Random fact about me:
It is my DREAM to open up a community garden.

5.20.2011

I finally found someone...

at this conference who understands me....







Thank you, Jesus! You truly meet my needs.

5.17.2011

Roadtrip #2

Well, Folks! I'm off to Nashville for the week. I'll be attending a volunteer missions conference in preparation for Guatemala. I don't know the agenda, so I am leaving myself completely open to what God is going to do.

To say I am excited is an understatement.

Jesus + Tennessee + the Paxton Family = ONE happy girl.

[This is my actual suitcase! I found it at my Aunt's house. I thought it was super cool.]

5.14.2011

Jenn


This is Jenn, me, and Teen at Universal Knights. Every year, UCF opens up Universal Studios/ Islands of Adventure for one night just for students. It was wonderful. Lots of butter beer, roller coasters, dancing, laughing, singing...You know, normal lady stuff. I miss Jenn TERRIBLY. She is back in Orlando, my former city of residence. 20 Days until I see my Orlando family :)

5.12.2011

Imani

Yes, I said it. Imani rocks.

Yesterday I was minding my own business, studying for my NCLEX like a good nursing graduate does and my mom gives me a package.
I looked at the return address, and I literally almost fell out of my seat.
I screamed a little.
Got super giddy.
Opened up the package and there sat the book that was posted on my Guatemala wish list.
There was a note enclosed. 
It looked a little something like this.
What a SURPRISE this was.
Let me just say that I almost cried.
This is from one of the kids (well, she's pretty much a grown-up now, I suppose) that I had the pleasure of working with in NY. She is in COLLEGE and doing WELL and going PLACES and it makes me so proud that I want to scream!
This is probably one of the most meaningful gifts I have ever received. Really.

So, Imani, If you're reading this, I love you very much. I appreciate your gift MORE than you know, and am excited to see what in the world God is going to do in your life. You are thoughtful and gracious and the Lord will bless you for it.

Cody

5.09.2011

Our...

My family needs no excuse to take a road trip. My aunt, grandma, mom, and I always load up in my Mema's Caddy, and off we go! If one of us has to leave the city, we all join, just for the ride. It's what we do.


We talk, argue over stereo volume, laugh until we cry, stop multiple times over the course of a few hours because no one will coordinate bathroom schedules, make fun of each other, fill out crossword puzzles, fight over who has what word correct, eat together...etc. Needless to say, time passes by quickly.




I thought I would share some quotes and experiences from our last trip. They are most typical.
1. My mom and grandma both tried sushi for the first time!
2. Foods eaten included fried green tomatoes, country fried steak, onion rings, bacon, biscuits...Let's just say...Southern.
3. My whole family + Teen and Daniel ate at an Ethiopian restaurant.
4. I graduated with my Bachelor's of Science in Nursing. My Uncle gave me flowers.
5. I was given breakfast in bed.
6. My mother and I decided to take a midnight roadtrip to a convenience store in my grandmother's cadillac...entitiled "Raspberry Baby" per my Mema.
7. My mom, grandma, and I drank some tropical beverages outside the pool at our hotel. My grandma and I danced the electric slide.
8. My grandmother flirted with the bartender who she said looked exactly like "Van Diesel"... I let her know Vin would be offended.


Some quotes:
Exactly 5 minutes after leaving Orlando for Panama City :
      Ma: "Are we to I-10 yet?" Me: "No, Ma...not quite yet..." [ I-10 is at least three hours from Orlando.]
When 5 of my family members showed up to take me to my pinning ceremony...in a 5 seater vehicle:
      Ma: "we're squished in this backseat like a tuna!" Me: "Ma, I think it's sardines..."
After Mema explained to the family that when someone is driving too slowly, she pulls into the lane next to them, cranks the gas, then switches back to their lane leaving an uncomfortably short distance between their front bumper and her red cadillac:
      Mema; " I suffer from a bit of road rage..."
When I suggested we go to dinner at a place we had not originally intended:
      Mema: plans are made for changing, baby!!
My 76-year old Southern Belle of a grandmother, at the dinner table after having seen some people dancing at the poolside:
      Mema: "When I start dancing that rap, I'm gonna get loosey goosey..." 
[She has apparently decided dancing to "that rap" will aid her in improving her cardiovascular health...She has asked that I burn her a CD ASAP.]


These are only a few. I am going to start recording the crazy things my family members say and post them up here for your viewing pleasures.


Love,
Cody

I liiiiikeeee....


For those of you who know me well: No, I am not talking about the boy in the picture, I am talking about the shirt! The verse is Matthew 7:3-5.
"Why do you see the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when there is the log in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye."


"The winds of change are blowin' wild and free..."

 Change is coming!
I have THREE drafts that I will be working on soon:
1. Christine [Part 3: The Finale]
2. Orlando Church Family Tribute [ In light of my recent move back to the Panhandle]
3. General life Update

There may be some small stuff in between those posts, but I want to make sure I'm intentional about maintenance.

I am a new graduate and have a bit more free time now that I am living back in Panama City. My blog will experience much more upkeep and creativity.

Stay Tuned...

Love,

Cody

Girl's Night In

Juli and I got bored waiting for Christine....So we made up a game. We entitled it "Candy Land Massacre."
We set up the cupcake trays in anticipation...

Cupcake making gone awry Exhibit #1

Cupcake making gone awry Exhibit #2

After painting, making hot dogs, eating Doritos, and watching Despicable Me, it was toothbrush time!




Then there was sweet, sweet sleep, then church. Amen.